Life is hard, people know that, the hardest part of my life is that things change so fast without any hint. The feeling that I got right now is very awful until I come here and express it, I haven't post my blog for a long time, but it the first time that I come back, what I can say rite now is that I depress... Over something that I expected to be good, I already think and believe that it go smoothly as I expected, but just a blink of my eyes, everything changed. It can be, I thinking too much, but that is normal, and I hate it.